Whispers that melts

my heart , my soul and my life

sick
[info]angelsslullaby


you left me , a rose in the rain


I dont like today's weather .
Had been raining the whole day all over the whole of Singapore .
And . I lost count of how many times I got caught in the rain today .
And I forgot to bring my jacket so it's like the whole day I was in air-con room .
GG . Now i can feel my body heating up and my atheletic nose running like a marathon ):


Anyway I had been owing a proper post for so effing long !
Shall let the picture do the talking ~

{ went out with AMY twinny that day }


{ visited my cute lil cuzzie }




{EskiBar with B & one of his friend } 


It was my first time there and even after putting on their jacket , I am still cold ..brrrrr
 



GTG rest now . Feeling very very .............. sick+tired+weak

p.s Can I dont work tomorrow ? ): and i want to eat my fish porridge with pink dolphin ):

As usual
[info]angelsslullaby

If you know me well enough ...
I am not the kind to say all my unhappiness straight out into your face ...
I am the one who need the probing and probing and probing .
Sorry but that's just me .

I remembered asking " A phone call just to say goodnight , is it that killing ? "
And someone who's character is almost like you replied me " Not hard , I dont see what's wrong with a phone call to say goodnight every other 2 days "

And yup , i didnt ask for everyday . Or maybe I did ? But it doesnt matter I guess .
No phone calls for me anyway .

...


I am used to being fetched .
But nope , I dont get it now .
Instead I am the one fetching .
No matter what , even if I'm home .
And yeah , going to my school to fetch me is just killer .
Oh well .
Everything about me is killer .
Screw it all up seriously .

..

And now I am having running nose . and serious bad mood .
But am gg out later still .
GAH  :(


I love how red rose contrast with the white one .
Feel like buying myself a rose to cheer myself up.
I am such a sadist man .
Getting sick always gets me emotional .


Thoughts running wild
[info]angelsslullaby


Had been a long time since I stayed so long in school .
And when I walked out of the school today, the sky is so dark already.....
Was doing project with DarlingVal after school today and after that went to fetch B off from his work .

...

Childhood always has the best memories stored there .
The person I remembered vividly , my beloved granny .
and
I remembered spilling milo on my uniform and yet lying to my mum I didnt drank milo , ending was kneeling down as punishment for one whole night .
I remembered doing many many stupid things .
I remembered those childhood games like life-catching , blind mice .
I remembered keep using the phone secretly to call my first crush .
And . I wish I can always live in my childhood , because those were the best times of my life , with no worries , no stress , no heartaches , no , nothing . Everyday is just eat , sleep , school and have fun ~

Yeah , I am someone who day-dreams alot .
Pardon me :S

...

I found something nice btw ,

" Love is like a rose , beautiful and harmless looking when you didnt touch it. , but , when it get into contact with it, you realise , beneath it are thorns which will make us bleed ."

p.s Insensitive . and because if it's really hate , I dont see why I see pieces of the past lying around still and I dont see the present me , anywhere .


This instead of that
[info]angelsslullaby


I am learning to keep everything of mine that's open , shut .
For eg. My mouth (:

Some things are meant to be sealed .
And not probe further .
And also , I think my mood swings hitting on me .
For a moment I felt happiness yet sadness in the next moment .
Hate pms seriously .

hohoho .
And I am falling aslp on my lappy soon =.= zzz

Determination
[info]angelsslullaby

 


 



So caught the show OBSESSED with B
today .
Not a bad show , skind of scary the way the obsessed girl potrays herself .
After dinner met one of B's friend before heading home .

Love you B (:
...

On a random note , I am determined to be all bones and skins !
Because you wont get discriminated for being skinny , instead you will get discriminated when you're fat .
And I think I am getting fatter .
And I dont need anyone's reminder .
FUCK :(
I NEED TO CONTROL MY DIET !
No more fastfood, chocolates and sweet drinkssssss !

...

A confidence-boost not ?
Even my tkd tcher discriminates fat chicks .
-.-


Do.I.Matters ?
[info]angelsslullaby

I headed home straight after school today ! GOOD KIDDO . So proudda myself !  \m/ ^.^ \m/


Sorry for the lack of updates. Had been real busy these days.
So , i had been working on both of the weekends and on saturday was Jerome's bday .
Happy 18th Birthday dude .

Party held at Screening Room at Chinatown area .
Showing Twilight ~
He told me and JACQ that it's the most expensive movie we'll ever watch. True though.
Thanks uh rich man . HAHA !
 
And JACQ , always listen to your elder sissy , me .
Told you to sit down and dont walk around right .
Cant believe how you love the carpeted floor so much you must make sure you fall sit on it. HAHAHA ! 
Totally made my day man . 

B came down to send me home after that .
Reached home at 2am that night and working the next day at 10am . totally drained .
Thanks B



..

p.s i'm prayer for my own loneliness.
p.s.s Baby , tell me I matters more than a game .

Is that alright ?
[info]angelsslullaby
" Because once you had been through the worse ,

the next time you will just step into a state of self-

denial , and trying your best to numb your already

tainted heart . "

-as quoted by yours truly (:


Protected
[info]angelsslullaby


I am vulnerable .
I want to be protected .
I am not as strong as imagined .
I want you to put yourself in my shoes .
I dont wish to be taken for granted .




Caring Ones
[info]angelsslullaby
Happy one monthsary B ~



It was Fish & Co for dinner and Harry potter for movie .
Hope you like the topman shirt , the card and the nike water bottle , B (:
Loves !

..

I cant remember .. that me and you even quarrelled in the first place ..
HAHA ! 
And I guess , neighbour K is sweet enough to sms me this today
" Actually , I just wanna apologise, for all those brainless comment about you..It's rude ,....and,  imy  ."
As stupid as always , neighbour K .
You think apologise so easy ? I want my chicky rice and pink dolphin ! :P

..

Mental note to self : The higher you wish upon , the greater the disappointment you'll get .
And remember , nothing's perfect . You win some, you lose some .
That's just how life goes .
Comparisons makes own's life miserable.


p.s I need confidence-boosts and I need psychological therapy .

The nymphetamine girl
[info]angelsslullaby

Cold was my soul , Untold was my pain .

DarlingVal quoted -

" If someone really wants to do it for you , that person will really do it for you . You dont need to keep asking for it and when you really get it by force , you wont be happy , because you know that person is doing it for the sake of you forcing that person to do it , so, it totally defeats the purpose in the first place , ISNT IT ? GET IT ? "


How true ..

..

 

My body feels like it's going to crash anytime soon .


Try to find me
[info]angelsslullaby

Different colours of our lives .
Happiness , sadness .

Tomorrow is our one month anniversary .
Finally one month ~

Baby , I want us to be strong .


..

Because I know , somewhere , a small part of your heart lives her still and in a small part of my heart lives him .


The meaning
[info]angelsslullaby

Your call , I need to talk to you .

Your call , I need to speak to you .

To flood you with all my nonsense .

Your call .

You are no longer just a phone call away .

Sensitive ,
And it doesnt feels right .


 


Horoscope for me
[info]angelsslullaby

"Some disturbance may be creeping into your love-life, Sagittarius, and if you are in a relationship that is on shaky ground, it is about to have some serious tremors. There are also omens of changes in the home for you. Expect to find yourself annoyed by a conflict between job responsibilities and the desire to go somewhere or do something that would require your being off. This can be a frustrating day for you, but decisions made today will have really good results.
Also , You are in a high state of emotional sensitivity, Sagittarius, and are feeling compelled to do something about this in your love life. Love and passion is playing a large role in your activities today, and you almost can't stop thinking about this. If you are attached, you may come across as a little more than demanding of your lover's affections and energy. Asking for what you want with a sweet smile will definitely get you farther in the game than demands will.
"

It's almost a month baby .....

 


A day out with B
[info]angelsslullaby

Momsy help me take this picture ! 
LOVE MY GOLDEN RIBBON  ~



B was sweet enough to surprise me by booking the movie Thread of Destiny .
Regret watching though . The show infact really suck .



His gift to me for our coming first month (:

Almost 1 month baby , 3 more dayssssssss

...

May us be smooth-sailing .

Best I ever had
[info]angelsslullaby


He , who loves you at your worst,  is the one , who loves you best .

HappyDay (:
[info]angelsslullaby
Met JACQ after her school and we head to flea market at Singapore Arts Musemum..
My virgin flea-market trip !!!~

I bought 2 clothes ( $17 ) , 1 bracelet ( $3 ) = ONLY 20 BUCKS !!!


Some stuffs not in the picture and I stocked up my lashies ~

Got freebies too , JACQ was so lucky to be the first customer of a stall and the lady offered here free samples and somemore its all BRANDED !
After that went to Bugis Street and got my new pair of shoes for work .
Walked around and B came down to send me home .. Thanks B

 
^ Saw this cute balloon? I bought tissues from a wheel-chair bounded lady and she gave me this cute lil thing (:



^ JACQ <3


^ I like this picture with her !


^ Crazy babe of mine





^ I know , I just wanna try to strike a pose can ?





 
^ Denise , we will wait for you to be back and go out tgt with us again !!

Got to go sleep now ~ WORKING TOMORROW (:


Perhaps ignorance is really a bliss
[info]angelsslullaby


I kept laughing when I see his picture .
Why?
Cause I am imagining him without HIS HAIR ! 
HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!!

So william did stalk my blog !
And..................
William went in NS today .
BOTAK BOTAK HEAD ~ Hahaha.
He messaged me in the morning and called me just now at night .
He's over there now at Tekong .
Tc of yourself uh (: Seeya after 2 weeks . HAHAHA ! 

...

Is turning a blind eye to what's happening the best you could do ?
I get your point ...
Everything's fine , as usual , as always (:


 


Scary masks
[info]angelsslullaby



Faker A ,

I hate it , when I saw how you are snatching my friend .

Faker B

I hate it , when I saw how hard you try to fit in .
I hate it , when you abuse my trust .

I dont see any of my close friends saying confidential stuffs about me to strangers just because of their own gains.


Why are both of ur faces so thick ?
Thick skinned , get it ?
 So dont blame me for being a meanie .

No fingers pointed here .
So if I see you asking me , I know u're guilty (:
FUCKING PISSED .

...

JJ called me to chat yesterday .
*phone rings*
Me : ( dont recognise the house number )
He : Hello , can I speak to Angel pls?
Me : Uh yeah ?
He : HAHAHAHAHA * laughing like mad for i dont know what reasons*
Me : HAHAHA  * i laughed with him*
-After another 5 mins of laughters-
He : haiyo , nonsense .
That's when I know who the hell is he .
HAHA
Only he will say me nonsense on the phone .
Chatted alot last night and it has been a long time since I last chatted on a phone so comfortably , pouring everything out to him.
Because , I know , whenever I need a gd pair of listening ears , he will be the one.
What is the funniest thing is that , when we are a couple , we quarrel everyday and only after we breakup , we became one another's confidante .
Thanks MONKEY although you suck for saying me everytime.

GTG WORK NOW ~


ICantBelieveIt
[info]angelsslullaby
Spent the whole day at home today watching this japanese show , 1 litres of tears .
DAMN TOUCHING I SWEAR . Really fill alot of my tears .
And now , I really wanna catch this show ~



Saw the trailer and it's out in cinemas already !!
I think it will a sad ending show as well ....
Anyone for this drama ??

...

Taking a look at how ferocious our bickerings are ,
I guess , 2 weeks will accumulate to 2 years and then we will never see each other again.
Right W ?
HAHA ! 
I dont know if you will stalk this blog of mine but then again , I wanna wish you all the best in whatever you do okay (:

Determination
[info]angelsslullaby


My idol : ANGELINA JOLIE !
I want her body , her tattoos.

The need to stay slim , the need to exercise , the need to attain my goals !


Meanwhile , I think this guy is damn hot .



...

Iwishyoucanbemushyattimestomakemefeelalllovedagain



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